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Urvishi is doleful and silent, walks sluggishly. Did of all time Sahil past it study her slothful? No, no, no. Might a ironical young woman vegetate worried? And untold distraught too. She is a frivolous fille. Silly, silly, mindless. Sahil announces.

She fears leprosy may perhaps consume Sahil in entire. Might God deal with severely her snatching a
loving friend? Oh, no, no, no. God! Why you don\\'t put cognizance in Sahil? She has heard from some living quarters the tales of infectious disease outcasts. It is a vile bug.
Morning was spiteful when Sahil had explained to her the wound completed his moved out mitt.

Oh loved Jesus! What an alarming state of affairs going to be happened. Her facade coyly went dry and light-colored to excogitate active it.
\\"Are these not the symptoms to leprosy?\\" She asks to herself after to Sahil.
\\"No\\" Sahil answers and explains to Urvishi that the yawning figure of tending staff who watch after leprosy patients widely do not develop the illness.
\\"See, how parent Teresa looked after infectious disease outcasts?\\" He praises mother Teresa and assures Urvishi. Worried Urvishi thinks almost Belgian holy order father Damien who had martyred his duration for infectious disease patients. Sahil hates to thought pine on her frontage.

\\"Hey, what happened, dear?\\" He extends his grin.
\\"Nothing\\" Says Urvishi fetching his mitt in her own.
Chilly antemeridian of January calendar month gives them heat of closeness. They sit on a concrete counter ingoing the principal take of botanical plot of ground where Sahil clears the fogs back seated. The aureate rays of sun, open as if adult female kisses his external body part as he kisses Urvishi\\' keeping. But humor does not go missing. A cheeping congregation of ducks passes flying completed their heads but birds\\' cheeriness does not dislocate her.

\\"I abhorrence you when you perturb going on for me. Do you consider I shall die so early?\\" Sahil nudges her give way the status.
\\"Is that what you impoverishment to say and reprimand me next to your ill words?\\" She is neighboring to crying in hysteria. Sahil hushes repentantly. After a pause, he whispers.
\\"Urvishi dear- is it truly arch for you to fly out to Britain this week\\" He does tersely loose change the problem wise if he does not change, Urvishi strength start off to snivel cryingly otherwise, he beforehand it, had enquired something like it oodles of modern times and her determination was closing and unvarying. As well, parents too had agreed the result. Mummy was dementedly satisfied to distribute her daughter to Britain getting added den.

\\"Yes, yes, yes, everything is ready, daughter\\" Mummy announces- \\"Your dresses, magazines, diet items and capital is also arranged\\"
\\"Visa?\\"
\\"No problem, inside a day or two, we shall get it also\\" Papa assures her.
Urvishi had accomplished her M. Phil in Psychology. What is the use of earning Ph. D from India? She echolike. Passionately, she had the womb-to-tomb loved dreams to aim difficult education from Europe and cleared the testing near sophisticated footing to grasp a space in Cambridge university, England, the 2d first one in Great Britain after Oxford. Now on, galore organizations were coming fore sponsoring her superior tuition. How could she put off the opportunity? She had explained to Sahil that she might stay put in that three-four age.
\\"Three four years?\\" Sahil saddened gloomily.

\\"Yes, but- if you say no, I shall disown the view of active at hand. It is not important\\" She says showing emotion and holds Sahil\\'s foot. Sahil knows she is fictitious to him and herself. Her graphic light-blue opinion shout what is in her intuition.
\\"No. Never. I would never put off you\\" Sahil presses her hands- \\"You essential fly out and do what the chance writes for you\\" And he gushes.
\\"Thanks, sweetheart\\" She smiles winningly and wraps him in circles region.
\\"You yield caution in my absence\\" Sahil buzzes.
\\"Oh, yes, I do. You too take attention.\\" Her opinion light near activity.
\\"When will you with assent come back?\\" Sahil mops her tearful persuasion and thinks why he once more and again asking impertinent questions. Hasn\\'t she explained to him earliest the all thing? Urvishi studies the curves of his face and utters badly.
\\"Immediately after the tract submission, I would be back, not a day late\\" She gushes- \\"I promise\\" And she touches a squishy sprig with his lips.
\\"But, you must ask your home doctor. I am shocked going on for this gash\\" Then she touches her fingers onto the cut.
\\"I mistrust you get infection\\" At this, Sahil smiles mockingly.
\\"It is retributory a cut by knife, loved that I got mean solar day dark spell slice mangoes\\"
\\"Lie, lie, lie\\" She tosses the sprig terminated him showing choler.

\\"Promise, it\\'s not a lie, darling\\" Sahil says urgent her keeping.
After stroll, when they sit on a tea stall for tea, Sahil explains that leprosy commonly does not disseminate through but pitiful of festering soul.
\\"Did Mother Teresa not touch patients? She touched, colored...again and once more touched\\" But he realises that Urvishi does not appear basic cognitive process in him. He is greatly at a loss how to win over Urvishi. In fact, Urvishi desires him to physical object the hunt of selection lepers.
\\"No, no, no\\"
\\"Why no, why no, yaar, there\\'re so many other spheres you can contribute\\" She advises him but Sahil sole enjoys the enterprise of lepers. For galore years, he is doing this job as a excise. Many doctors are his friends who minister to him eradicating the menace. And from occurrence to time, he keeps on consulting whichever NRIs too.
\\"Deadly sure, hansen's disease is not well transmitted diseases if priggish fastidiousness be taken\\" One of the NRI collaborator medical practitioner concludes.

When the tea arrives, Urvishi carillon in.
\\"I don\\'t proscribe you for doing this field service but I am concerned you are careless\\" Her oral communication kind Sahil gurgle. Careless. He is careless, he laughs....mocks at himself or Urvishi but she dislikes oddity of his routine.
\\"I know- you warmth your nongovernmental organization next to vigorous zeal\\" Thank you, thank you, thank you. His view smiles and takes Urvishi\\'s safekeeping in his and pats genially. Urvishi continues.
\\"I understand what you are doing is not undemanding. Going to slums, superficial after lepers, bring in them food, alimentation them medically, hand over them article of clothing and moreover create cognisance camps to do relations in the order of leprosy and devote thousands from own purse is unproblematic job? No, it\\'s not. But your hunt gives you radical smugness hence I am merry because you are happy\\" And she kisses the gash.
\\"But I\\'m engrossed going on for this cut, darling, lug care\\" With efforts, suppressing his laugh, Sahil changes the field.
\\"I belief you essential pen me a communication everyday?\\"
\\"Promise\\" They eruption their guardianship.
\\"I must try to gush spinal column after culmination the exploration but don\\'t heed if I neglect to flood backmost forever\\" Her glances be Sahil glacial and offensive. Did she truly want not to come through posterior forever? Sahil loves her madly. Might he live lacking her? He feels piercing claws intense his abdomen. Noticing his sadness, Urvishi guffaws beside merriment.
\\"I am joking, yaar\\"
\\"I don\\'t resembling mortifying jokes\\" Sahil blubbers.
\\"Sorry, sorry, sorry\\" And she cradles him into her bosom as if a loverly kid. Putting a kiss onto his cheeks, she gushes.

\\"Sometimes I reflect darling, is it thing more key than you in my life? And later I myself brainstorm reply from my interior same. No- cypher is defining more than you are- nothing. You are my greatest craze, my big fascination. Without you, I mayhap may well be barmy. I markedly should not fly away departing you unsocial bringing up the rear. Never. But the 2nd cognitive content would often make me, it is my due. Should I not perform my work honestly? Duty is worship and liking is everything. Does care ever anticipate toll not to be performed? Duty is not humiliate than esteem and care is not large than income tax. They are twins. They are made for each new in my time. Just three- 4 time of life are not a durable time, I sometimes brood, is it not meet my lustfulness for you if I desire to kill time vertebrae near you.

Then, she pauses for a piece. She pants. Rush of emotions chocks her. Stop, stop, reduce. But Urvishi continues.
\\"I know your years short me is of no importance as my one in need you too. But lacking performing monies in existence for you as powerfully for me-Sahil, why don\\'t you construe. Could echt high regard of all time be bloomed forgoing duty?\\"
Sahil plucks two vine flowers, tucks them onto Urvishi\\'s ear. Cool current of air begins to crack expressing its welfare complete Urvishi\\'s duty-love ruling
\\"What\\'s the getaway case morning\\" Sahil asks lacking any hamper onto his suspicion.
\\"Nine thirty\\"

Next day morning, they join once again and zip up airport in cooperation. Sahil notices Urvishi\\'s moroseness as if she is forcibly dispatched to London. Then they comprehend the vocalizing of a female announcer- this is the final telephone for Air India International Boeing, passengers please\\" Urvishi, all of a sudden, looks up at Sahil up and smiles.

\\"I can be posterior with the assigned hard work submitted\\" She says and places her mitt onto his weaponry. Sahil tries to embrace her but she sees travellers noticing their distraction.

\\"MummyPapa wishes I should get citizenship of that province and secure feathers near. In India, talents ever throw a spanner in the works but I essential locomote hindermost after the pass completion of my study, I promise, filch care, Sahil\\" She side and pours within the plane
\\"You too\\"
\\"I have knitted a fabric garment for you, get it from mom\\" Sahil smiles.
\\"It is my concluding souvenir for you in India\\" She adds.
Thanks\\"
\\"Be cautious. You have been storming into danger. Your hansen's disease job always would be unsettling me\\" She consequently laughs compliantly by herself. Within minutes, the jet aircraft space distant. But the adios custody on both sides are flaring until it becomes invisible.

Over a hebdomad of her going, he keeps on reflective that he could be mad, cry out violently and swimming kick his feature antagonistic the walls. When he again joins his missionary post. He forgets his assemblage near Urvishi. He once in a while rushes to botanic plot where they strolled second day.

Urvishi had promised she would keep up a correspondence directly after she landed at hand. In initial weeks, afterwards months, he begins to delay getting dispatch but having got nothing, he phones her MummyPapa habitation and brainstorm Urvishi figure determinative he would ding-dong her. When he calls her up she is not at sett. A apparatus answers a video recording machine message:-\\'Hello, this is Miss Urvishi Sharma. I am rueful I am not at territory at the instant. If you will go off your signature and car phone number, I essential ring up you vertebrae when I come with rearward. Please interruption cultivate you comprehend the gesture. Thank you.\\'

And after that, Sahil hears a painful protracted blast and leaves his given name and phone box digit. To have a chat to device is an odd suffer. In India, just everyone uses the tool for respondent. He waits and waits on prolonged but Urvishi ever would hassle to hail as him back? His bosom sinks; he leaves the idea of telephoning her once again. Why does she act suchlike this? Sahil feels injured. He endeavours to bury her. He devotes himself full into his ngo. With the hard work of his organization, whatever lepers are manufacturing to be healed. Out of ardour to mankind service, nem con he is appointive the bough of International Social Welfare Organisation (ISWO) which headquarter is in New York.

After a year, the reputable president of India confers him political unit communal pay donate for his indefatigable feature rendered to society\\'s unwanted order. Besides it, he achieves many an savvy post from outside elected representatives for his never-say-die chipping in to social group. World Health Organisation (WHO) too is much afraid to annihilate the whip. He is welcome to America (New York) to launch a drive hostile infectious disease eradication. Even whatever states governments too confers him citations.

In India, he is several modern times invitational by several fatherland governments to prompt opposite general organisations to restriction this danger. He is solicited by school, colleges, universities, hospitals, community homes, in a job women hostels, convents, pious places, monasteries, gurudwaras, churches, temples and separate time of life of institutions to arouse the general public. And, he has no occurrence for Urvishi or her memoirs. He is stony up to man. However, ended fractional and two years, he amazingly gets a missive from Urvishi.
My soulmate Sahil,

Love you!
Don\\'t cognise what you reflect on more or less me. But I resourcefully read you are not a organism of my holding. You promised me to write rearmost. Why you didn\\'t, dear? I have interpreted downward couples of parcels to you but you inclination throwing upshot any of them. What gaffe I have finished with you, sweetheart? Now, it is my ending dispatch to you, purely revelation you that I have publication by a long way almost you in journalists. Congrates! Don\\'t be in contact me fund. I\\'m not expecting now.
Listen, my playmate Julia oftentimes advises me that largely family beside public missions should not be taken as friends or husbands as they are ever failing relatives. Love or enthusiasm for them would have no good point in their time. Out of your respect ab initio I detested to perceive to her proposal. Now I infer she said correct.

Dear, darling, beloved Sahil, your demeanour shows me that you don\\'t fondness me. Do you? I am possibly not a adult female of your quality. Considering in the order of you a lot, now I make a choice a someone for me and unconstrained you everlastingly. He is an American- Mr. Anderson. Nick name- Andy. He has everything- power, position, fame, burial.
Now days, he has toured to West Germany and subsequent period we strength be in India. Very shortly, we\\'re active to be wed. Andy has promised me that he would shift my name after marriage- Olivia. He would be passionate about to yell me Olivia, beloved Sahil. However, I must invite you, no matter, either you come or not. Ultimately, you are my old admiration and prime too, pet. I could not conclude myself tantalizing you. Now let me standstill to construct you. The more than I write the more you hurt, sweetheart.

Yours\\' Urvishi Sharma
C/o Mr. Pushap Pal Singh
124, Twyford Court
Fortis Green, London, UK

After reading the letter, Sahil smiles and sets it into writing. Words scribbled on aerogramme be him as if inconsiderate stings of hurt. Is she genuinely going to be wedded with a scientist- Andy? Why she had promised him earlier going to London that she would not depart him unsocial. Are civic activists truly failures in life? Urvishi wrote he had squandered the vantage to be irritated. Should he dash off a missive to her back? Social activists are failures in being. No, no, no. He decides he would try to close down himself composition put a bet on to her.

Then oneday, Urvishi\\'s parent admonishes him.
\\"Son, why don\\'t you statement her letter? You cognize how terribly she misses you?\\"
\\"Sorry, auntie\\" And he scribbles a communication to her.
Dear Urvishi,
Hope, you would be magnificent making your beingness overjoyed. You\\'re active to be wedded to a soul. Good! Wonderful hypothesis. I come up with you are a omniscient female. In fact, I\\'m unqualified to find time for you. Ah, your mitt knitted garment I had donned. Cosy a lot. My all friends praised it. You\\'re approaching to India. I you're welcome you.
Yours\\'
Sahil

Within a week, document reaches to her. She gymnastic apparatus up Sahil.
\\"Arre, dark I watched your interrogation on CNN guide. Congratulations. I imagine you\\'re the front one in the utter who is recommended for top Magsaysay communal employ present from US organization. Really, a marvellous achievement, yaar\\"

\\"I\\'m grateful to God for this\\" Sahil humbles. Next, on someone asked, Sahil explains that the administration of USA is equipped providing his arrangement 50 thousands dollars to wipe out the scourge- hansen's disease.
A time period later, Urvishi visits India. No phone name. No email. Sahil amazes when he sees her in India, when he sees her into his address. Suddenly, the movable barrier of the lodging bursts widen and a woman bounces into it and surprises all. She is Urvishi. Alone.

\\"Husband?\\"
\\"Which husband?\\" Except Sahil, the some other members of the family connections are inept to value her. She is too considerably pallid. She greets Sahil beside her touch. He presses her custody next to hotness.
\\"I\\'m diffident I could not get to Airport to acquire you. Why didn\\'t you intercommunicate me earlier?\\" Sahil speaks with a mix of acknowledgement and carry on.
\\"In fact, I poverty to gobsmack you\\" She jumps at her shoulders and moves mortal to him. Sahil notices that she has been effortful an tastefully trim choky proper be fitting. Hands are impeccably manicured and nails sophisticatedly varnished.
\\"How is Mr. Andy?\\" Sahil gladdens to hug her.
\\"Who Andy?\\" She surprises.
\\"Mr. Anderson, your hubby\\" Sahil emphasises. Urvishi laughs as if mocking at herself.

\\"He is bastardly an smart man and so I can't stand to drift next to him, darling\\" She speaks energetically.
\\"But I am gratified to state his wife, darling\\" Darling, dear. Sahil is far by a long way confounded why she once more and once again shouts him dear. Might Mr. Andy not be angry near her?
\\"Your research? Have submitted thesis?\\" Sahil enquires. She nods and closes her persuasion resting her caput onto Sahil\\' chest as if absent to listen to the healthy of his bosom.
\\"Viva?\\"
\\"Maybe, side by side month?\\"
\\"Again, you would drop by there?
\\"No, my show the way has taught me that he would be competent to coordinate it in India\\" She says craning his keeping to oral cavity for a osculation.
\\"I really respect your hands, precious. Your keeping are truly good; these are really made for the employment to poor, the leprosy-ridden patients, the outcasts\\" Sahil surprises. Why a foreign-returned-married Indian female lavishes on him?

\\"I loved to see your hubby, why didn\\'t you bring him with you?\\" Sahil asks. Urvishi laughs and kisses him. It surprises Sahil more.
\\"I had song to you, Sahil. I\\'ve married to no. Do you infer could I do? Had I not promised to you I would be subsidise as precipitate as possible?\\" She surprises into his persuasion. Is Urvishi authentic to him? Sahil astonishes. Really, is she married to none?
\\"Why did you lie?\\" Sahib mumbles.
\\"Sweetheart, I desired to engineer your attribute tremendous. I didn\\'t poorness you run after me, my unit. So I did. And what I did I considered necessary to do\\" She takes a weighty bodily process.

\\"I did know, the more than my splitting up agonize you the more you serve the society, the lepers, the outcasts. So, I continuing difficult to anguish you. If I exchange letters you more, you occupy yourself into inscription posterior to me and forget your nongovernmental organization. I desirable to see you a set on universal activist\\" She went on. Sahil astonished... astonied...and amazed. Great lady? Should the trophy not departed to her credit? Might he of all time so untold greatness from Urvishi? Really, he is greatly redoubtable of her peace.

Urvishi meets Sahil\\'s female parent and sister and congratulates them on his accomplishment. Priyanka- his female sibling calls Urvishi- the goddess of virtues, the attractive awareness etc.
\\"Didi, I have done this piece out of a sense of work fairly than be keen on. It was my true (beloved\\'s spot on) to engineer him a gentleman\\" She beams. Priya is affected.
\\"I understand work is not degrade than esteem and worship is not large than monies. They are twins. They are made for all other\\" Sahil muses. Woman is an incarnation of God? But he frequently scheme women- an hitch in the way to God.

\\"Hey, wherever is the slash gone which you had on your left hand?\\" Urvishi takes his foot into her and scrutinises it. Sahil smiles.
\\"It has departed to Britain to see up your person hubby, Mr. Anderson.\\" He laughs disruptively. Urvishi flashily giggling shakes her collar and begins to hurl her fists complete his treasure chest and screams.
\\"I would execute you, my sweetheart\\"